Well heyy there 👋 Guess who's back! 😁 First off, I'm so so..

Well heyy there 👋 Guess who's back! 😁 First off, I'm so sorry for going MIA for the last many months-- I saw that some of you messaged making sure I was okay and I appreciate the concern so much ☺️ (I am okay btw!! 😅) Y'all have always been so supportive of me, so I think I owe you at least a bit of an explanation! Basically, when I first started my OF page, I had read up on a lot of tips that encouraged constant/daily uploads to keep fans interested and engaged. I know that many many creators are capable of doing this successfully, and I found that when I did it myself, the feedback was super positive! Unfortunately, I also found that this is something I personally just can't sustainably keep up 😓 I'd feel drained, overworked, and often unfulfilled after spending hours a day on content and it just wasn't worth it 😣 On top of that, being so immersed in the OF world began to seriously affect my self- esteem and image ☹️ Not to say there weren't perks though! All of y'all are seriously wonderful people and I felt lucky to have you as my fans 🥰 and I won't lie, taking cute pics/videos/streams was often fun 🤗 But making my life about this ish just ain't my thing and I had to take a serious break 😕 "So what does that mean, Soosh?" Good question, valued fan! Obviously, I wanna keep making content (cuz why the heck else would I come back 😝), but I think I'll have to be more lax on myself this time around. That means less frequent posts (including the weekly streams) and more than likely less messages as well. I still love talking with y'all and will reply when able to/up for it, but please don't feel bad if I don't get back to you right away! I understand that this may cut down my fanbase and decrease 'likes' and purchases, but I only hope that those of y'all who care will still be here to support me 😊 (and who needs those other a**holes anyway!) Lastly, I haven't forgotten that I owe a few of you some long overdue 'gifts'. I will be contacting each of y'all (if you're still here!) in the next couple weeks 😙 Alright then! Let's get this thing going again! I'm happy to be back and can't wait to hang out with y'all again 🤪😘 Edit: TL;DR I'm back (yay)! But also gonna be way more chill on posting (aww), for my own mental health (yay again)! Love ya guys ❤️