Flash doing me no favours here but I blew the bulb in my bedroom and I have no replacements π€¦πΌββοΈ I had a question today and it was phrased like they wondered about resubscribing because they thought βI wasnβt bothered about here anymoreβ firstly this wasnβt an unpleasant exchange but it deeply upset me worrying that this is what many subscribers think since Iβve lost 50% of you since April. I am not purposely ignoring your messages here, I am not choosing to not take βproβ photos or do new photoshoots and Iβm not choosing not to buy new lingerie. Itβs the 10th of the month and Iβm still Β£815 behind on my rent. This bitch broke! BUT I wonβt be broke for much longer I am smashing through it as best I can afford even though itβs destroying me. π€