A few more patriotic post cards are going to you, my beloved Friends! I'm so happy you'll receive something real from me in this digital world ๐๐ฅฐโค๏ธ Thank you for playing this game with meโค๏ธ๐
Love,
Jeez, I do my best to catch the kinky/Tantra vibe! I agreed to another date with Mykola, my organizer offered to pay my nanny so I rest and get into Tantra mood.
I sang and danced a lot today. I visited Yura (brought his order) and got tactile with Mykola. But! I sense no sincere interest ๐ It's more about personal boundaries, not Feelings. I think he likes it that I freely experience and express emotions. But I need an equal partner. I thank Mykola for treats, Tom yum and listening to my singing) but...it didn't light me up for the...
2022-09-30 20:28:32 +0000 UTC View Post
My lovely Diary, I look and feel pretty shitty ๐ I do my best to get ready for the party, but I can hardly force myself to go for a walk to the post office ๐คท I did nails and hair and then slept the rest of the day. The organizers of the party tried to lift my spirits up, offered bigger gratitude. But if only everything would depend on money or any other panacea.
If Anna is available tomo, I'll give myself a day off any duties and try to catch the vibe... Lots of people are going to the party for Tantra. But I'm so disappoint...
Jan and I stayed awake till 5 am๐
the night : I was busy downloading the asmr videos, he was attacked by mosquitos! Where the hell they come from in October?? So we woke up at 10 am (our lesbi neighbors called to borrow a 100 hrn), at 10:30 I received a call from Yury's father, saying that Yura asked me to come in 30 min coz he was getting out of the clinic ๐
By 11, as agreed, Mykola was at my place to take us to a play room to leave Jan with nanny. He was kind enough to take it ok that I asked him to take me to psychiatric cli...
I love this video! It's a great example of how even silly dancing can give you some sex drive๐ป๐ฅ๐
Kitten letter:'Our ex classmates, neighborhood guys and baristas became our heroes. We are waiting for your glorious return!๐ชโค๏ธ'
Here's the translation of the song:
The evening river has so many summer charms
I dive into a mirror of peach clouds
And when we finish, we will go to the horizontal bars
So that women touch us more willingly
August is dying among puffy clouds
Diesel Ikar will spread its ...
Finally I did my first dance in a new Home. Unfortunately it inspires me even less than the apartment in Dnepr๐
And I need to be charged by Sat kinky party ๐ชโค๏ธ
20 min of dancing demand a day of editing๐คฃ So while I'm in creative process I begin to restore my YouTube videos)))
This song became meaningful to me since then. And I enjoy this lil improvisation a lot ๐ฅฐ Hope you too! ๐๐๐
Part 1
I met Mykola (mid 40s, happily married (partners), open relationship, good swinger experience) at the last kinky party. I always go into practice with the 'leftover partners'. There were 3 guys who wouldn't compete for girls' attention, Mykola was one of them. So I tried to be friendly and to show kinky vibe. Neon party wasn't easy for me (no solid group, some were too shy, others got to sex right in the beginning ๐
). I can hug anyone at the parties. Kissing/petting - with most people))) So we had a small talk and a kiss. I ...
'Life is the best teacher. And everyone is taking their lesson now. So I wish each of us to express our strongest, Light sides'
Thank you for your support, my friend! I'm really happy that you joined my channel. It makes us a lil support team for Ukrainian Army.๐ช๐๐ But it means a LOT to me. I get bulled for Russian language here at times, can't apply for refugee aids, I can't even leave the country if it gets worse. And our contribution helps me to feel my identity, gives me the right to feel Ukrain...
2022-09-27 07:49:01 +0000 UTC View Post
It was during the cool music festival (which wasn't very lucky for me ๐) when I received a call from our producer. I just placed my ad in a bigger city not far from Zaporizhzhya and that was a life changing offer๐ฅฐ Sure I agreed to try. They sent me some references. They wanted to add a bit of magic to the channel. They told me it was an experiment, so I tried to do my best to show what I can do. I had no clue what asmr was back then๐คฃ just said 'antiporn', for relaxation and sleep)))
Our producer (and camera person) was v...
2022-09-26 21:40:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I decided to collect all my videos on my channel, my Friend ๐ฅฐ ASMR massage fun was a God's gift to me last summer. It was a tuff year, resurrection, big drop and coming back to life again) And massage vids really helped me to survive (in many senses). So it was on my 37th Bday when they scheduled my first Patreon shootings. I didn't mind))) I had no other plans, and I still felt like a stranger in Zaporizhzhya. So being busy with a new project sounded like a good idea))) And it was fun!))) My model turned out to be a lesbi porn actress, s...
2022-09-26 21:00:48 +0000 UTC View Post
My dear Friend! I decided to give you a present๐ฅฐ๐ I need to bring my photo storage in order, so I wanna give you the access to my full albums. Here's the first one! ๐๐ป Full set from Mazoh hotel. Lviv, august 2022
Let me know if you enjoyed it or you have a piece of advice for me ๐๐โค๏ธ
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/7fzc4wca2di68si/AAAukRQua3JTIFDxEgaHDGW2a?dl=0
2022-09-26 20:36:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I can't stop thinking of that boy. So I visited him in the clinic. Vid: https://www.dropbox.com/s/cwur46a2iom29la/inshot_20220926_022302107.mp4?dl=0
I wouldn't call it romantic. It's just such a mixture of feelings! I feel that my Heart opened to him, I feel like a Mum, I feel like a desired woman, sister... I know that at times my body reacted real good to him: he showed true feelings. And his body was sooo receptive of...
2022-09-26 00:03:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Yeah, I still look at myself critical ๐ but no wonder. With all the events I haven't started my program properly๐ the only thing since I have to cook now (jeez! I haven't spent that much time in Mum role for over a year), I eat a bit better. But I still need more discipline. I think it's partly due to the reason that I don't have to deal with my stuff I'm so eager to help others ๐ง I took some expenses for Lukas, try to help my new nanny, my schiso fellow.. But the fact is that I need to take care of my business first. Which means th...
2022-09-25 23:04:11 +0000 UTC View Post
My Friend, I know that it might not be visible to you, but I defo like what I see when I look down now ๐ฅฐ my massage is working! My breast is becoming smoother and rounder. So it really motivates to continue!
2022-09-25 15:16:31 +0000 UTC View Post
'Your success is so inspiring, our beloved! (*ZSU managed to free a big part of land in Kharkiv area making the enemy run and leave the armour) It not only saves our serenity but also libido ๐ป๐ฅ๐ช๐๐
2022-09-25 15:07:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Seriously, it's hard to tell about it, coz it's so insane. It was our first day of excursions in Lviv last Tue. We bought magnets making a wish to find a man and to fly a balloon in Turkey. And this sweet, crazy dude followed us home and gave me a really crazy time... Now I'm having a test how big my heart is...
Video diary (tears and chaos): https://www.dropbox.com/s/rpgex4qqom7wd8o/inshot_20220923_163818788.mp4?dl=0 2022-09-23 16:09:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Jeeez, it turned out a long birthday ๐ and I'm really glad that I met a new friend that day. Please meet Tiya. She's a psychologist and HR, smart, active, brave. She was sceptical in the beginning, and I'm so happy that we managed to create such connection and to have a real good time ๐๐ฅฐโค๏ธ
I invite Tiya to continue our practice, so please give me your feedback ๐โฃ๏ธ๐
And I really want to Thank You! You were a part of my celebration too! Since Monday I tried to buy a proper phone for the shootings. I got it on...
2022-09-22 20:23:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Yeeey! I made the first video of Real session yesterday! But...still hangover ๐ so here's my bday report for Wellness Diary. And I wanna sleep all day ๐คฃ
Link: https://www.dropbox.com/s/sax0c6z2llt1666/inshot_20220921_110619289.mp4?dl=0
2022-09-22 11:05:27 +0000 UTC View Post
'Today is my birthday and I begin it with the thoughts of you, our heroes! Every my day I devote to our mutual Victory!'๐ช๐โค๏ธ๐ช๐โค๏ธ๐ช๐๐
2022-09-21 06:59:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Ahhh that's how I spent 2 first weeks in Lviv) the place is old (like most apartments close to the centre), but I'll keep doing my magic and it's gonna looking nicer. For now it's good enough for a Tantra Tent)))
I'm so grateful to my guests! They truly made me feel valued despite the setting)))๐ฅฐ
Link: https://www.dropbox.com/s/yayw5q4yhfcc16r/inshot_20220920_085350058.mp4?dl=0
2022-09-20 20:00:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm so excited! We liked Cat cafe so much and our nextdoor neighbors turned out to have a mini zoo๐ 4 dogs and 5 cats๐ป๐ฅ So we suggested to take someone for a walk. And now we have a timeshare pet๐คฃ Meet Lukas!
His owners are 2 lesbian girls mid 20. Great personalities! Loving couple, lovebirds ๐ฅฐ๐ After 3 stressfull nights with a strange fellow and much work it felt so good having sincere conversation with beautiful young people๐บ Last night we finished at 3 am and agreed just to have a cocktail tonight๐ 3 am it is...
2022-09-19 01:41:53 +0000 UTC View Post
The girls from Kitten Letters mentioned that they want to print some of the photos as real postcards ๐ป๐ฅ That would be great! I can imagine how much courage it can give to that channel๐ฅฐ And I would be happy if we manage to support this idea financially ๐ช๐๐ the channel really needs a boost.
And ..I suddenly realised that it's my Bday on Wed! ๐ Last year I celebrated it at shootings))) this time I already scheduled a Real session with a girl on that day))) and I'm not gonna cancel it, coz Tantra is a great way to make...
2022-09-18 20:18:21 +0000 UTC View Post
I love the movie 'Anna Chaotica', so now I feel like in a movie๐๐ Just a day ago I finally finished brushing up the apartment for a Tantra room. And decided to take a day off with my son (btw we haven't spent so much time together for over a year). We were making happy ourselves and others. We made a wish to find a Dad for our family at a special memorial and .. a weird guy joined our Happy day๐ he's sleeping in my guest coach. 3d night! Never invited. Asking for my hand and speaking nothing but bullshit like that ๐๐คท I'm a sap...
2022-09-15 19:12:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Jeez, add to moving and settling an awkwardest 'love story'๐๐๐ Reality beats online) I thank Kitten Letters for the reminder: Life is going to Victory. With the hands of ZSU๐ช๐๐
2022-09-15 18:56:21 +0000 UTC View Post
I want these pictures to be my Before point. Tomo I'll receive the last box with the led light, so I can renew the Wellness reports.๐คโค๏ธ Coz in all this moving chaos I kept only 1 Practice, breast massage))) 1) it still hurts) when I stared my breast sculpting the chest became more sensitive and kinda asks for impact (like sour muscles, a bit itchy) 2) I see the result! First time in years I look down at my chest and smile๐ฅฐ There's still a lot work to do. I'm not rushing it. I feel like I give it all the respect and attention ...
2022-09-12 22:26:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Sure I can't send all of the pics in one Letter) Plus the hottest ones are yet to come๐ป๐คค๐ฅ so I wanna share some more Window photos with you, dear๐ฅฐ
2022-09-12 22:07:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I suspect that the main reason why Kittens letters took a pause is that people kinda used out their creativity and there are less messages now. I'm a fan of the channel so I do my best to support it. My today's Letter says:
'I thank our sweet adminkitties for a chance to support our beloved ZSU not only with photos. I was late for this donation can, so I'm waiting for the next one'
2022-09-12 21:37:04 +0000 UTC View Post
"Zaporizhzhya - in my heart, Lviv - in front of my eyes. We gotta be open to Changes now. Keeping Faith in the Victory of Light and ZSUโค๏ธ๐๐
More likes (to all participants, it turns on๐ป๐ฅ) if you wanna see more"
2022-09-11 21:10:02 +0000 UTC View Post
